But you care. You care so much that you are trying to prove you are better than everyone else and wasting your life on a server, that no one cares about(your words). Seeing that you havent destroyed all players and are just a crybaby for attention, you arent any good, mid at best.
You arent contributing anything to the server only by being a racist bully and occasional anti-game. Your presence has 0 value other than being the class clown, even if you manage to kill a few people, no one gives a shit about you being nothing but a narcissist.